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Wednesday, September 21, 2005



THE EMO SONG

Dear Diary

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...

I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

My life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans... which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right

I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy… well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two… or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me… you’re my best friend.



Just to be gay.

I want to start a xanga family.


Monday, September 19, 2005

--10DaysLater--

WHAT'R DOLL TROLLS??
:|


Oh yeah, n my laptop broke.
Again.
WELLLL actually it had a virus of some sort.
fucked if i know which one.

& I'll be damned i think it's holidays over east.






I should do fast track n actually
DO
something with my life.


Maybe tomorrow.

<----------edit--------->


Me + Drums
or
Me + electric GEE-tar

?

n how dya like the MCR clip fuckers?


Saturday, September 10, 2005

Mad asked for an update.





Here it is.

My pc wasnt working b4, and it shut down when i was talkin to stace.
NOT FUCKING COOL.
I feel like drinking again cuz i have almost nothing better to do.

msn isnt working. wtf is wrong with this laptop.


Fuck it. I'm goin to bed.


Monday, August 08, 2005

Currently Listening
Say It Like You Mean It
By The Starting Line
Up and Go
see related
NEW FAVE BAND = KID COURAGEOUS. aka KC if I'm lazy, or even kc when I'm in 'very lazy' mode.

FAVE MEMBER = Mick

The rest is on the bio part (up the top) of this site.

Drums__________________Laurent Saligne
Vocals/Pianist____________Mick Anderson
Rhythm Guitar/Backup Vocals__Huw Griffiths
Lead Guitar______________Patrick Ricapito
Bass_____________________Dave Simons

____________________

me : look at this
Stace :
Stace : there hot
____________________

i have new songs.
-Kid Courageous-
// No More Excuses -
// Miss Singelton
// Last Slow Dance
-Mest-
// Chelsea
// Walking On Broken Glass
-The Starting Line-
// Forever In A Day
// Bedroom Talk
// Best Of Me (redownloaded it cuz i lost it before).
// Cheek To Cheek
// Up and Go
-From First To Last-
// Emily
// Ride The Wings of Pestilence
-Saves The Day-
// At Your Funeral
-Blink 182-
// Whats My Age Again?

I went crazy.


Sunday, August 07, 2005

So say, what are you
waiting for?

Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early
'cause I know I'm
always late



New layout for a new time in my life.
So, why haven't I been online..?
I got kicked out. Yeah fun. What the fuck did I do wrong? =/

Eh.

I'm sleeping on your
folk's porch again,
dreaming

She said, she said, she said,
"Why don't you just
drop dead?"


Bannerss... But I liked the one on the layout sorta so I used that && deleted the 'when you turn 21 you're no fun' part cause that sucked.

I should get this over.&&.done.with. 'This?', you ask? Forget it. =[

#.Damien.


Stace says:
well i live next door 2 matt *in my dreams* and in my own world matt lives here with me so next door so acctually we both live on earth which is in the galaxy and which is on the solar system so 2 be nearly correct we live near you
___________________________________

Did that confuse you too?
Yeh..



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